Hey everyone,
This entry's just going to be one of those little ones where I talk about things from my life. For some reason I just feel like typing out what I'm feeling so if you're here to read a review or something like that, check the side bar to find them.
I really don't even know who uses the side bar.
I've been rather depressed lately. I don't really know why, I mean I've been hanging out with friends and I've been pretty active lately. But for some reason I just feel down.
Work's been a new type of hell lately. Around New Years the owners of my generic coffee chain franchise sold a second store they had. This would have been fine if they actually decided to focus on the remaining store but it almost feels like they're letting it rot. I'm helping out at the sold location as they hire and train new people. All of which are more passionate than I am. I feel like I'm in limbo just waiting for both places to fire me or something like that.
I enjoy the job usually but it's draining my creativity and I find myself wasting away even more because of it. I can't decide if the money's even worth it.
Anyway onto other things. I was commissioned to write a script a few months who's I've honestly just stopped trying on that one. It need so much work to be interesting that I'm just not intrigued anymore.
I'm kind of writing a script for my improv group but it's so disorganized that it's not going anywhere. I get lots of ideas but I never put them into place.
I still haven't editing a huge slew of videos I have to edit for the improv group. Not really sure why, just haven't. I love the group but I don't do anything outside of rehearsal.
I have been buying way too many board games lately and it's draining my bank account.
I need to move out
My house is an absolute mess right now and I'm too disheveled to do anything about it. Even though I really want to.
I find myself agitated anytime my dad tries to help me. He was offering to help me with a project today and I almost snapped at him because of it. I don't quite understand why.
I m heading to Ohayocon today. It sounds fun but I am seriously scared leading up to it. I'm rooming with an all new group of people this time around and at the moment I'm not remotely in Con mode. I failed at making a big prop and I feel really ashamed about it so I'm not all that excited to see a friend I've never truly met but I chat with all the time. She's awesome but I feel like I let her down quite heavily.
I've been spending lots of time with a girl. That's all I'll say. Tis my business not yours.
Other than that I've been completely out of the film world. I miss it dearly and eventually I'll jump back in but I'm so out of practice it'll take me a while to ramp back up
So that's my rambling post. I don't have much reason for this. I just want to get done stuff out. Maybe it'll help somehow. Anyway, have a nice day!
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