Hello again everyone,
It's late so I'm just gonna ramble for a bit. No real point to the update, I just feel like typing out stuff.
I've come to realize I'm not all that happy with where I am right now. Be it me just being a 20 something or me really not being sure I just feel directionless at the moment. The last year and a half I've lost all motivation I once had so I'm just kinda drifting through life. Earlier today I realized I've been neglecting submitting my résumé to things for quite a while now. Not really sure why but I've lost interest I guess. I would lie to get on a good long term shoot, one I can really sink my teeth into and get lost in.
That's my biggest issue right now is I have nothing to do, I've been sitting at home for far too long, it's driving me stir crazy. I feel like I'm gonna start pulling skin off do no reason.
Thank you Eli Roth
I've also been neglecting my Cosplay stuff. Maybe I just need someone else here to help push me on it a bit. I haven't done any work on my costumes in weeks.
As far as writing goes i got a bunch of ideas last week but I haven't really done anything with them. Guess that died as the festival did.
I have a Table read tomorrow for a shoot I'm acting in and I've barely read the script. I like it I've just been too unmotivated to read it again.
I'm not really sure why, the last 1.5 years have just sapped all of my motivation and creativity. And now that my best friend probably has a Boyfriend I'll be kinda shut out from her so I won't have anyone to confide I . Gah, it's frustrating having lost all of your friends. But that's a whole can of worms I don't want to open on here.
I'm trying to get back into film, if I get up and out and used to being busy ill acclimate to that lifestyle, but until then I'm just unmotivated as hell
In other news I finished season 6 of Doctor Who, AKA all that Netflix has, now I have to watch on demand, ugh stupid commercials. And the same commercials every time. I swear there's the same 5 commercials over and over.
I've still yet to upload and Vlogs. Friend and I have been talking about doing it but nothing yet. Damn, I should get on that, maybe I can find a way to get on Geek and sundry! (I wanna give Sachie a high five, or a hug? I'm not picky, she seems awesome)
I have a script I want to adapt into a short but I don't know where to start in making it, I feel like all my contacts, like all my friends, have disappeared to better things.
So yeah, nice long depressing post, I just felt like writing in his, kinda like a diary, I wonder if Anne frank would have a blog nowadays. Story would end differently, she'd get censored at the end.
I can't remember the end of Anne frank. She lives right?
Ok I'll leave you be, thanks for reading and subscribe if you'd like to hear more. I might start up reviews of individual tv episodes for the last half of breaking bad season 5, maybe, they'd be spoiler heavy so I don't know if I'd want to.
Goodnight!
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